![]() ![]() Wondering how the hell he has his life so put together and can focus on his career and bettering himself when all I can focus on is him. Wondering why he doesn’t send me heart emoji in our text conversations anymore. (I literally will check his Twitter and Instagram and Facebook almost a hundred times a day.) Wondering why he liked that girl’s post but he didn’t like my post. ![]() We’ve been dating for two years and I still spend nearly every moment of my day thinking about him. To the point where, right now, I am fully obsessed with my partner. ![]() How I can make that person love me.Īnd as I grew older, that transferred into all my relationships. From a very young age, I had crushes, and would focus on that person. I float around saying “I want to love myself, I really do, but -” and then find myself in the same sad state I’ve always been in.Ī big part of it, I feel, is that instead of focusing on me, I’ve always put my focus and love on somebody else. What I’m trying to figure out is how to truly want happiness and to love myself - because the way I see it now is similar to quitting smoking. I really enjoy reading your letters because most often the core of your response is to love yourself, to let yourself sparkle, to be you - and for a short while after reading I feel this sense of excitement and joie de vivre where I think “YES! I am going to love myself. Photo: Mint Images/Frans Lanting/Getty Images (Mint Images/Frans Lanting/Getty Images.) ![]()
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